My True Self

7 Feb

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I found myself in the pure nature,

I opened my eyes and there I was,

in the arms of beautiful and mesmerizing mountains.

I left all the troubles and obstackes behing and chose another way.

There I was, on a boat, floating between the hills and trees.

I can’t catch my breath,

because I realized the most obvious thing.

All my life I was living in the wring world.

For years I spent my life trapped.

The life is here, outside the box.

Right here where I found my true self.

The Road To Hell…

4 Feb

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Untill we go down,

let’s do this with everything we’ve got,

untill we go down.

When the day comes

it will be painfull,

we may never see the daylight again.

But let’s do this with the full power,

untill we go down.

Like this is the last perfect thing you can do for the world.

Like this is the only right thing to do.

Then let’s do it and never turn back again.

Let’s make ourselfs invincible for one last time.

Untill we go down…

Awakening

29 Jan

Even as a child I knew there is something special around us. Like a color veil waving around in the air.

My mother was a witch. The “A” marked old fashion witch from the small town full of superstitious people. To be a woman with special abilities and free wild mind in such a tight environment…well, it is quite a difficult role to play.

As a child of a woman who has been rejected by the society, you would guess I end up as a repressed child. Or in the worst case, the devil worshiper in its worst way possible.

But my mother gave me the most beautiful gift a mother could give. She taught me to be strong, honest and in the same time a kind person. And when I finally reached the right age, she showed me what I had felt for such a very long time. She showed me the real meaning of the beautiful color veil that was surrounded me since I was born. It was my own power coming out from within me.

As a daughter of a woman that was only a dirt in the eyes of the society, I never wanted to become like her. I spent days and nights praying I would become normal ordinary person. But as soon as I felt that raging power, I blossomed as the most beautiful flower. I opened my feathers as the most proud peacock. The door of the secret garden was wide open for me.

 

This post was written forĀ https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2017/01/29/writing-prompt-189-collage-35/

TLT: My Beacon

20 Oct

photo by William Bout

Meetig my husband was the saving point in my life.

We met when I was at the bottom of bottoms.

He was my light in the darkness, that forever holds me strong as a beacon in the thundery times.

This post was written for TLT challenge.

TLT: A Flowergirl

13 Oct

photo by Ben Rosett

We don’t talk anymore.
I still see you smiling while looking to me.
You are not the little boy
and I am not the flower girl anymore.

We walked the line throughout our life together.
The path was not always studded with flowers,
but we made it till here.
Here is the place where I am now,
but you…

We don’t talk anymore.
There is nothing left to say without the loved one.
You are gone and I am sitting here, waiting.
The flowers in my hand slowly falling to the ground, I don’t remember who gave them to me.
You were my man, my friend, lover, family.
I was your flower girl since the day one.
You were my man till the end.
No more flowers, only sad hope that I see you soon enough.

This post was written for TLT challenge.

Gate – #writephoto

18 Sep


The lost souls of the heaven upon us,

they call for attention,

not knowing what happened to them.

Rest my dear ones,

the time has come.

You no longer need to worry,

there is a new road you need to ride.

And it is hell of a ride! šŸ˜‰

This post was written for https://scvincent.com/2016/09/15/thursday-photo-prompt-gate-writephoto/

TLT: The Anxiety

8 Sep

photo by Steven Wei


the kings of towers and kongs of walls are  bordering me every day

suddenly the space is getting smaller, my head is going to explose

I can’t take a breath, so I reach for the sky. But that blue, fresh space is too mich far. I feel the anxiety inside me to grow
https://only100words.xyz/2016/09/08/three-line-tales-week-thirty-two/

Superpower

25 Aug

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This is everything,

the right words at the right time.

Girls are strong,

she said and then she marched her way to the crowd.

This is what SHE is.

A girl in a crowd, saying her words.

TLT: The Last Hope

18 Aug

photo by Breno Machado

There is light in every darkness” she said and turned her head towards the sky. She closed her eyes and I felt her power to grow.

The black monstreous clouds began to open the way for something so beautifull, that my eyes started to hurt.

There we were standing under the brightness of a new beginning. The last hope didn’t die…
This post was written for TLT:

https://only100words.xyz/2016/08/18/three-line-tales-week-twenty-nine/

White Flower

16 Aug

found on pinterest

 

I was the chosen one,
the one who would live.
They taught me to be brave,
to be my own personal hero.
Because from now on
I am on my own.

No more games with my sisters,
no more Ā reading to my mother,
no more …

The commitment that I made,
will follow me forever,
whether it is good decision or not.

My new sisters are my leaders,
my teachers and my friends.
But I am more of a loner.
Trying to keep the memory of you all.

This world of beauty and discipline,
dances and poetry,
that is the world, that I live in.
Yet I long for a real life
where I meet you again.